Wow I am so exhausted. I feel like I am going to have a heart attack any minute now. My head is spinning from all the stuff that I have to do and want to do and all I am doing now is driving around to take my son to school and pick him up again. Ahhhhhhhhh I didn't think it would be so hard to adjust to it but I feel like someone has taken my life from me and I am in prison now working overtime nonstop. :( I think I am going to take Josh out of school again. lol.
Today was just crazy. Josh had a short day so I had to pick him up from school by noon. After that we had a quick lunch and then we had to drive to a family health clinic so he could get a few shots his school really wants him to have. It took forever to get us registered and by the time we finally got home we were all tired and exhausted. Tomorrow is going to be just as crazy and friday will be too. I can't wait for saturday. I am so not going to do anything and I won't go anywhere either. I need a serious break or I actually have a breakdown. I don't know why I feel so overwhelmed but I really feel like I need 10 more arms and 20 more hours a day to get everything accomplished I have to do. :O Whoa I am so stressed my hands are actually shaking. :(
I can't wait for our au pair to arrive next week. I am ready for some help and I am excited for those extra breaks I will be getting. I can't imagine how Moms with more kids do all this. I always knew I wasn't super Mom but these last almost 2 weeks have showed me that I am further away from that than I thought. I am glad I only have two at this time. Maybe in the future I can handle more right now I need to keep focussing on not going insane. ;)
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